Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Time and Tide Wait for No Man

Whew. Everything went swell for all my tests. I am glad it is over now. I have decided to get my Grade 12 diploma next month, even though I am already in post-secendary school. I kind of think I would like to have it regardless. I dislike it when people make a big deal when they hear or get told that I have never graduated. At least I got a few strings pulled without needing to prove that I did the equivalent without any transcripts or anything. (Science is the main thing, since I want to be a nurse.) I am glad I switched to UCFV regardless of some of my first year post secendary work not being accepted there.

I ramble. Today is very windy. I just saw a neighbours house get hit by a tree that broke in half. Wow. I went and finally got my seperation papers. Finally... that place is kind of sneaky (old job).. I mean...they didn't even write out a couple checks that I needed, and then they only gave me papers for working One month and getting 1800 dollars. I was willing to think it was a mistake but it took 2 months to finally get what I wanted.

I bought a couple Christmas presents. I hate how horrible traffic gets around this year. I am not a very experienced driver and some of the drivers with several years under their belt don't seem to think anything of it and do crazy things.

This week was good, I went to a few parties, got to be
designated driver. Sometimes it is amusing to see how people act differently when a little alcohol goes into their system. I got red wine thrown all over my white shirt. That was not so cool. Anyway I am going to go see Royal Casino, or Casino Royal- whatev te name is, tonight.

I am so excited about upcoming prospects and people I get to see soon.
My infection is almost gone now too. So I can start up once again on some old activities. Yeah!

Friday, December 08, 2006

Cowards falter, but danger is often overcome by those who nobly dare.

Wow, I haven't sone one of these for so long. This is what happens with feeling sick and staying at home.

Current, exact Location: At my parents house.
Temperature: 20 degrees
People around are: Brother
Music playing: Tech-9
Weather is like: Dark, it is night.
Day: Friday
Date: December 8th
Year: 2006Time: 11pm soon
Mood: I am pretty sick. I can't speak much without coughing and squeaking.
= You =
Your most popular name is: Adri, Adrianna (Die if you use.)

Race: Caucasian Ethnic background: Native, Croation, English, Scottish, Italian.

How old are you? 18
When were you born? On my birthday.
Your starsign is: N/A
Most known qualities of this starsign: .....
Can you be stereotyped? Yes. Sadly.
Describe your dress style: Comfortable, and um basic. Sporty.
Favourite item of clothing: This dress I recently bought.
Most worn item of clothing: My long brown sweater.
Currently wearing: L.e.i Jeans, Dock shirt
Make up wearing: Eyeliner( green forest) and plum coloured lip gloss.
Jewellery wearing: Stud earrings and Necklace with heart on it.
Favourite item of jewellery: My dove cross.
Any distinguishing features? My eyes I have been told, and my nose (in my mind)
Height: 5'6''
Eye colour: Dark
Hair colour: It is naturally black.
Hair style: Wavy, layered in front.
Hair length: mid-long.
Scars: Too many to want to count or think about.
Any disabilities? Whatever that means. Maybe.
Glasses/contacts? No
Can you drive? I have a license to drive, some people don't like driving with me. They fear for their lives.
Pasttimes: Reading, writing, going on the computer, watching movies, working out
You love: Many people.
You hate: Frustration. Lots of stuff.
Friends: Yes. (don't count my friends)
Online friends:Yes. ^^
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: No,
You as a person: I am me. I am seen a little as disturbed but concerned for many. I tend to care too much.
Your words/phrases: Oh," "Oh my word."
Your phone is: Crap. Actually I just killed the screen. I hucked it into a corner, thinking it was totally toast then realized I was broke and needed a phone and saw I could still at least talk to people, except I am stuck with having 'Dare you to Move" as a ring tone, and not being able to text message. *whines*
Your room is: Green. Most people like it. It is small too. I like small rooms.
Describe your house and its surroundings: Blue House surrounded by simaliar housing. Village/town/city: .....I actually don't live in a town...*grins*.. so a village? But..I do live in a City.

House number: I don't share that openly.
= Family =Parents: yes
Stepparents: 0
Sibling/s: 5
Step-siblings: 1
Pets: 4
You live with: the 'rents
Grandparents: 2 grandmothers 2grandfathers.
First cousins: 8First auntie/uncles: 8
Mothers age and starsign: 37
Fathers age and starsign: I don't really want to share.
Siblings age and starsign: 1,4,15,16,26 (Who really cares about their starsign here? )
Your mother looks like: A Goddess. She thinks she is beautiful herself.
Your father looks like: A man who married a Goddess
Your sibling looks like: Not me. I have a good looking family or else the possibility of looking good. I love my whole family.
You get on best with: My mother, and my brother=16 years.=
Relationships, of any kind =
Best friend: I don't exactly have a best friend. I have a few very close friends. I don't tend to share my deepest thoughts, with anyone usually.
Friends: LOTS
Work friends: 30. At least they like me. Ones I stay in contact outside of work is about 6
Most fun: Going out with friends, family, travelling, bugging guys can be lots of fun. Mountain biking, Kick boxing, Trying to dance well. ;)- Oh! friend! Ah- Dave- he is fun to do boring stuff with.
Funniest: I would say Dave again, but I guess other then him I would say Brian
Best laugh: Holly.
Best hair: Melissa
Best voice: Vanessa
Best vocabulary: Nathan
Smartest: they are all smart in their own waysMost ignorant: i don't hang out with ignorant people I would like to say..and I wouldn't share who it was if I did. I myself can be very ignorant Deep conversations with: Katherine, Dave,
You see most often:Anne
You hang out with: I don't usually hang out with one person a whole lot more then another.
You drink with: My family actually. My family is insane
You talk most with: My mom.
Shares most in common with: Actually..I don't know. It is odd.
Shares your humour: Dave. haha. I go on about him. If he wasn't married .... *grins*
Most miserable: How can anyone be miserable if I'M in their life? Actually I couldn't share.
Genres for movies: Action, Science Fiction, Semi-horror- Comedy, and yes, Chick Flicks.
Actresses: ..Leelee Sobieski
Actors: Patrick Stewart, Harrison Ford, Ben Kingsley
Last movie watched: Like Heaven
You are creative in what ways: I can not write very well. If preformance is the key, I do alright, but I do not outstand.
Last proper novel read: Jane Eyre
Favourite novels: Portait of a Lady, Pride and Predjudice, Lord of the Rings, David Copperfield
Favourite authors: Jane Austen, , JRR Tolkein, Charles Dickens
Favourite childhood novels: The Chronicles of Narnia, anything by Roald Dahl, Anne of Green Gables.
= Love =
Marital status: SingleBoyfriend/girlfriend: No
In love with: the feeling, but that is all.
How much and why: Because I am attracted to this guy, and that is how it sometimes starts
Are you romantic? Yes.
Romantic songs: I haven't found my favourite one yet.
Other/Misc =Can you draw? Yes, not wonderfully, but nicely.
Colours: Green
Shampoo/conditioner: Citre Shine.
Hair products: I don't use many, but it usually is Citre shine products for everything
Hair dye: Salon dyes all the way. My hair damages too easily.
Single/double bed: I just switched for a futon! Lovely pine one.
Furniture: Too lazy..a couch etc.
Email: I love getting e-mails! *want's e-mails*
S/N AIM: Yes.
Internet servers: Firefox, Explorer, and something else that I forget the name of.
Colour curtains: dark green
Colour carpet: pine flooring
Colour duvets: blue.
Pillows: blue, green, red, white
Favourite way of insulting: Sadly by being sarcastic
Pubs: I have only been in a couple pubs (that where you need to be legal drinking age.) I think it is overated personally. (I shouldn't of went in anyway.)
Restaurants: Mexican, Greek, Indian.
Take out: Dairy Queen
Healthy food: Ono's. Sort of.
Junk food: Skittles and Chocolate and sherbert and Gelato! (naniamo bars.) Dessert food.
Meals: Dinner is usually my favuorite meal.
Breakfast: Yogurt
Animals: I love all animals.
Religion: Raised in World Wide Church- now 'non-denominational' in words but not in character.
Veggie/carnivore: I'd chop of a chickens head..
Subjects in school: Math, Science
Way of affection: Hugs.

= Last time =
Showered: Today
Bathed: Last week
Cleaned teeth: This afternoonBrushed hair: 2 hours ago.
Listened to music: RIght now Justin Timberlake *dies* My brother likes him.
Watched a movie: last night
Wrote a letter: I wrote 3 today
.Received a letter: Yesterday
Wrote an email: today
Received an email: this morning
Spoke to someone: About 1/2 an hour ago
Said what: ''Ut aw ya istnen ou?
Sang: Can not sing. Voice is not working. I feel horrible.
Walked in the rain: A couple days ago. I love rain.
Felt unwell: Right now I could use some sympathy. ;)
Danced: Last night
Got drunk: Mother's Day. Not totally loaded but I was pretty out. fatigue and alcohol don't do well That day was so insane. IT was not a good day- the next day especially.
Ate food, and what: Last thing I ate was a mandarin orange
Went to a Gig: A while!
Watched TV: Not for a few days. Actually
Argued: This morning.
Talked to someone online: I don't really like talking to people online much these days..blocking people is very handy.
Said I love you,: To my brother when he hugged me when I went to tuck him in.

Thursday, December 07, 2006

The sun's rim dips; the stars rush out, at one stride comes the dark.

Today went good. I figured out how much extra money I have aside from school expenditures.
I drove for a few hours going up towards Vancouver. There were several semi trucks in the ditches and traffic was extremely slow. The doctors appointment seemed to go well. Waiting upon a referral
On recent reflection, I went and found scattered papers from my memories box. I found this song I wrote, without a name and without it being written in a time signature, from about 6 years ago. Just the notes. I don’t even have the key written down. (I never was the greatest for hearing songs and figuring the key automatically.) (It is the key of D on review.) A, A flat, F sharp, E, 4 whole rests, A , C and then B sharp low A, E , C sharp D, C sharp B, A, B. (first line.) I kind of want to make a song out of what is on the paper, even though I don’t remember it
I believe I am going to a concert tomorrow night. Some local talent from my city.
I loath to go, and just stay home. To listen to music by myself sounds preferable. I am troubled. Nothing is going wrong, I just feel confused lately.
Going out to exercise now. Excited,f or I haven't been able to do any freestyle or kickboxing for a while since spraining my leg. *smile*

Snow Patrol
Chasing Cars
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I think I might like Snow Patrol..? I like the hymn-like electronica of the album in some songs. Such as Finish Line. It appeals to me, and any band that has a hint of celtic in it, I will listen to openly.
Any songs that make me feel melancholy, I enjoy right now.