Sometimes life really feels trashy. Some days it couldn't be better. Right now I don't know how to describe my attitude or how I feel. I feel mad about my flacky tendencies. It makes me frustrated. I was asked out this week and I said yes...then I was feeling "-- no I don't really want to..." but at the same time I want to find some consistancies. Not just for dating but I can't find myself just hitting off with just any type of guy or girl for relationships in general. Every month it is a different guy and it never lasts. That makes me sad. Like there is something wrong with me. I like being alone too. I would rather be alone then try for something that isn't going to go anywhere friendship wise at all.

You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you

And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothin new - yeah yeah
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...

Wow, life is hectic and I miss not writing in here. I'll be back later.